recently, when i talk to Ollie i feel like i have to watch what i say. like i can’t be myself. or that he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. i brought this up to him today. he told me i don’t have to pretend to be someone else with him. and he said we could skype later. he also said we could skype on friday. that didn’t happen. and he’s been skyping this girl called Kayleigh all day. and im afraid it’s probably going to be the next girl he likes and dates. and that means we’ll drift again like we did when he dated his last girlfriend. i’m not upset over not skyping. i’m not even upset of him liking girls at all. ever. i’m upset because we’ll drift. i’ve only known Ollie for about five months and he’s a fantastic person and friend to have. he’s gotten me through a lot. i’ve been upset for these past few weeks, and that means i need him. but he’s barely there anymore. :(
this ain’t a scene it’s a god damn
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